terça-feira, 16 de dezembro de 2014

O tempo voaaa... Time just flies...

Muita, mas muita coisa aconteceu desde maio... Muitos desafios, muitas lutas, mas muitas vitorias. Uma das minhas resolucoes pra 2015 vai ser pelo menos tentar atualizar mais esse blog.  Essa semana, novamente, pela milesima vez, Deus me confrontou para ser voz para os que nao tem.  Creio que o blog pode ser um meio para isso.  Entao, preparem-se... Beijos, besos, kisses e kuss!!!


So much things has happened since may...  A lot of challenges, so many fights but so many victories.
One of my resolutions for 2015 is going to be more present here and write more the blog.  This week, for the 1000th time, God had confronted me to be a voice for the voiceless.  I believe that this blog can be a good way to this.  Then, be ready... Beijos, besos, kisses e kuss!!!
Pra atualizar:  sou tia de novo!
One more new:  I am autie again!

quarta-feira, 21 de maio de 2014

Ahhh familia...

Hj fui impactada no meu trabalho. Uma das meninas que nos coloca de cabelo em pe deitou no meu colo pra chorar... O choro dela fez com que eu engolir o meu. Chorou copiosamente por nao ter familia, pq ve os amiguinhos na escola com pai e mae, chorou pq desde que entrou para um abrigo - aos cinco anos - comecou a sonhar com adocao e hoje, oito anos depois nao aconteceu pra ela, apesar de ter visto durante esses anos institucionalizada, 'meninos mais piores' que ela tendo o direito de viver em familia... E eu me pergunto: como eh que faz? Como realizar o sonho de uma menina de ter pai e mae? Eu nao sei como, so um milagre...

Este nao eh o primeiro caso que eu vivo, mas te confesso que eu fiquei MUITO emocionada.  Nasci e cresci em familia pobre e nunca passou pela cabeca dos meus pais nos abandonar, nos desproteger.  Tenho andado muito preocupada com o rumo que as relacoes familiares estao tomando.  Ja ouvi meninas ameacando pais de morte, tenho ouvido maes dizer 'toma que agora ela eh sua' e ter que corrigir a mae, na frente da menina e relembra-la que nao, eu Daniele nao tenho filhos ainda e que represento a protecao do Estado por causa da disfuncao da familia.

 Isso tem me machucado, tanta falta de amor e cuidado...  Tem me preocupado a nossa falta de coragem em acreditar no outro, em apostar e investir.  Em renunciar.  Preocupacao essa que comeca comigo, com minhas atitude ou a falta delas.  Nao sei se vou voltar a 'blogar', mas tenho percebido que vivo historias que precisam e merecem ser compartilhadas, pra que se tenha oracao, doacao, pra ser voz para os 'sem voz'.  Pra dizer que nem todo menino de rua esta ali porque quer e tambem pra dizer que alguns tiveram toda a chance do mundo e nao quiseram aproveitar.  Meu pensamento de hoje, aqui, tem a intencao de nos fazer refletir ate onde podemos e queremos fazer o bem... promover justica, oferecer direitos e cobrar deveres...  Eu simplesmente decidi nao querer so viver o evangelho, eu quero ser o proprio evangelho visivel e paupavel pra muitos que, talvez nunca ouvirao de verdade sobre o amor de Jesus...

quarta-feira, 9 de janeiro de 2013

New Time


Yesterday I promised on facebook to tell you all how is my life, the history about my stupid suitcase, about the new place and new organization.  Then, today, here I am to tell you very quickly, because I am so busy and I need to get back to pack :)


As you already know, I am not part anymore of Youth With a Mission since Dezember, 20th, but I am still living here because it has been so difficul to find a apartment to rent.

I wouldnt had lived the last fridat if i could to choose.  Rarely you see me complaining in the virtual world, but friday was a really hard day. I woke up with the new mom was in the hospital and could not get home because she had a high blood pressure and medicines werent working.  Then, Carla and I saw that Larissa wasnt at home after working.  She gets at home always at 2am because of the schedule she has at the job.  We got also a calling and the family that suppose to adopte one of the girls, they were giving it up because of the bad behavior of the girl who even was agressive with a two years old little girl and, then, I didnt have hope enough to find a new place to live with my financial resources right now in Belo Horizonte.  I couldnt sleep from friday to saturday  but I had told to God that I knew that He has the control about everything, that He loves Larissa and my mom so much more I do and that I was sure He wouldnt forget me and because of this I would trust on  Him.

I wake up really early saturday and I went to my job.  Vila Eunice (the name of the place) has challenged me so much. The work there is with so hard girls to deal with, girls who already had a lot of problems with police, some of them agressives and violent.  Later I am going to tell you more about my new wonderful place.  Getting back to the point, I went to work and there I started to get a lot of callings with opportunities to rent a place.  The oportunities were miracles, since Carla (who I am going to live with), we were already so tired to look for. We had my our hands more 5 places to see.  

Between those oportunities,  we got the one from God to us:  an apartment with all furniture inside, to rent without a lot of documents, two sleep rooms and into the center of the city of Belo, for a really cheap price. I cried to see the Gods faithfullness . The appartment has everything inside and we can stay there as long as we want or need.  One 'Jesuscidence" was that I have a suitcase and I locked it and I couldnt open it anymore even trying all the passwords. I was thinking about to go to live in Rio (before I undestand that God wanted me here).  Yesterday, when I was organizing all things to go to the new house, without so much effort,  it opened.  I just felt God saying to me that now I was going to the right place. I feel I am in the center of God's will.

To resum:  Larissa was fine and she was at some place with friends.  The girls from Rio went back to Belo Horizonte and she is with a staff of YWAM BH. Now I have an apartment really in the center of Beaga (dreammm/loveittttt/adoreittttt), mom went back home today (GLORY TO GOD)...

With it all I can realize some things: never be affraid or think it is not worth to invest on people and to believe them, God doesnt forget who does it.  Always trust on God.  Thank in every and each circunstance. Miracles happens!!!!

The next days I wont have internet at home so be pacient because i will see by my mobile. I am crazy to tell you about new place I am working, but i will tell it another day... Big kiss and thank you so much for each and every single prayer for us...


Novo tempo...

Ontem eu prometi contar atraves do facebook como estava minha vida, a historia da mala teimosa, da mudanca de moradia e de instituicao.  Entao, hoje, eis me aqui pra contar rapidinho por estou megaaaa ocupada e preciso voltar a empacotar tudo  :)

Como voces ja sabem, nao faco mais parte de Jovens Com Uma Missao desde o dia vinte de dezembro, mas ainda estou morando aqui por causa da dificuldade em conseguir um apartamento para alugar.  

A ultima sexta feira eu nao teria vivido se eu pudesse ter essa escolha.  Raramente voces me veem reclamando das coisas no mundo virtual, mas a sexta feira foi muito dificil.  Acordei com a noticia de que minha mae tinha sido internada com a pressao super alta e que os remedios nao estavam fazendo efeito.  Depois, Carla e eu vimos que Larissa nao tinha chegado em casa do trabalho.  Normalmente ela chega as 2 da manha por causa do horario que sai de la.  Recebemos tambem a ligacao do Rio e descobrimos que a familia que adotaria uma das meninas desistiu por causa do pessimo comportamente dela que, inclusive, agrediu uma crianca de dois anos e, por fim, ja nao tinha mais esperanca de encontrar um lugar pra viver em Beaga, dentro das minhas condicoes.  Nao dormi de sexta pra sabado, mas tinha falado com Deus que eu sabia que Ele tinha controle de tudo, amava a Larissa e minha mae muito mais do que a mim e que Ele nao me esqueceria, por isso eu ia confiar nEle.  

Acordei cedinho no sabado e fui para o trabalho.  O Vila Eunice tem me desafiado muito.  O trabalho la eh com meninas bem dificieis, com passagem pela policia, algumas violentas e agressivas.  Depois eu vou explicar mais sobre isso.  Voltando ao assunto, fui para o trabalho e la comecei a receber telefonemas com varias propostas de aluguel.  As possibilidades foram milagres porque Carla e eu (com quem vou dividir as despesas), ja estavamos cansadas de procurar. Tinhamos em maos 5 oportunidades.  

Dentre elas, tinha a de Deus pra nos: um apartamento mobiliado, sem necessidade de um tanto de documento para alugar, dois quartos e no centro de Beaga, por um preco de amigo de infancia com pena de cobrar.  Eu chorei em ver a fidelidade de Deus.  O ape ja tem TUDO e podemos ficar la o tempo de precisarmos.  Um 'Jesuscidencia' foi que eu tinha uma mala que eu tranquei e nunca mais consegui abrir.  Digitei o codigo varias vezes tentando enche-la pra levar coisas pro Rio (antes de entender que Deus me queria aqui).  Ontem, organizando as coisas pra ir pra casa nova, sem muito esforco ela abriu.  Senti Deus me dizendo que agora eu estava indo pro lugar certo.  Sinto que estou no centro da vontade dEle.   

Resumindo: Larissa esta bem e estava na bagunca mesmo.  A menina do Rio voltou pra Beaga e esta com uma das obreiras da base.  Tenho um apartamento no centrao de Beaga (sonhooo/amoooo/adoroooo), minha mae teve alta hoje (GLORIA A DEUS)... 

Com tudo isso percebo algumas coisas:  nunca tenha medo/pena de investir/acreditar nas pessoas.  Deus nao esquece quem faz isso.  Nao deixe de confiar em Deus.  Agradeca em toda e qualquer circunstancia.  Milagres existem!!!

Nos proximos dias ainda nao terei internet em casa, entao, paciencia galera porque acessarei somente pelo cel... To doida pra contar pra voces sobre o Vila Eunice, mas ficara pra depois...  Beijao e muitissimo obrigada por todas as oracoes...

sábado, 15 de dezembro de 2012

New time and A LOT of changes!!!


I know I am so late to give you na up date here in my Page. Forgive me. The last weeks were so busy, so many changes in my personal life, professional and in my ministry as well.

I am going to start being so straight, ahaha. And then, I am going to explain for those who still doesn’t know. I am leaving YWAM (Youth With a Mission) as a full time missionary worker and not, its not because I don’t fell young anymore, I am so young and my mission is still flaming in my heart and to have them fulfilled, I need to change.  I read on facebook that if a butterfly doesn’t change she is not going to be able to fly. And I just fell exactly like that.

When I started college, my goal was to graduate and then be able to use my profession as ministry into YWAM and with the projects of my home church in Rio. During the college time I found out that the Social Worker needs to have a legal paper for work (I cant be a social worker volunteer, only as part of the legal workers of the organization – and in YWAM  Belo Horizonte we can be just volunteers). I was crazy but while time was passing by, I was talking to my leaders (Belo and Rio) and in the middle of this year I decided do not renew my commitment with YWAM.
I decided to stay in Belo because it would be easier to get a job and also to rent a apartment (sharing costs with a friend) and to invest indeed in my profession.  I always say that I didn’t chose the social work, but it had chosen me.  I realized that it was the time to fly a bit higher. My time in YWAM brought me an incredible experience working with girls at risk, in social vulnerability and  also HIV positive girls, but nothing proved on paper/document (its reallyyyyy necessary here in Brasil). I have done friends around the world. I got to know so many cultures that made be more in love with God and with His creativity. I have cried with social injustice and I smiled with the miracles I lived. And the miracles weren’t few, but those miracles its for a book and not for a blog Page (dream for the next years)

Yesterday I visited an house for girls where they can stay until we find a new shelter for them here in Belo. I just felt in love for that place.  They still don’t have a job as a Social Worker, only for people to take care of them, but I accepted the job.  I am going to start next week. I am so happy and fulfilled because I know that the peace I felt there only can come from God (even knowing that drug dealers already went into the shelter to take the girls and that some girls already entered there with guns – but you cant tell it to my parents, right? Its our secret J


I felt that peace that showed me that its so much more do to and when we have a mission to fulfill, God Will move heaven and earth and bring all the resources for you to do.  And in my case, I am from a ‘Elite Squad’ then: if you give me a mission it will be done!

It’s a bit of what I am living now. I need to find still a apartment here in Belo, please keep me in your prayers in this new season.  Soon more news here…

God is faithful and I am happy!!!!